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Forbidden
Love
Amazing is how a man’s mind works, Thersites in particular. Using
his offensive statements and actions he skillfully assured the recognition
of his loved one, Achilles, enabling himself to sulk near without suspicion.
However, passionate as he was, he had no intentions of proclaiming his
unending love, fearing he might be rejected and devastated by the creature
of great beauty and perfection. In his mind, Achilles exceeded the beauty
and marvelous features of the omniscient gods, having both power and
knowledge equivalent to that of Zeus and charm that surpassed even Aphrodite’s.
Blue as the sea his eyes sparkled, white as the clouds he shone, and
with pearl teeth and light brown hair Achilles stood superior to all.
As Thersites looked upon him chills came up his spine and wishing he
could confess his endless love, his heart beat like a rapid drum. Every
time he lay his eyes on the enchanting warrior, prince charming in his
sight, his knees began to quiver seeming unable to hold him up, his
heart sank beneath his stomach, and cold winds struck him from every
side. Both terrified to approach him and longing to get near, he gathered
his strength and managed to walk up to Achilles. But once he managed
to get himself in-between Achilles and his beloved Brisuis, which he
envied for receiving Achilles affections, Thersites found himself unable
to articulate any words he could possibly say to Achilles. All that
he could think of was his passionate love for Achilles and his raging
anger toward Brisuis. Nervously, without thinking, he released a countless
number of words; they had all originated from his great anger and jealousy
towards Brisuis, causing the most of them to be scornful and unpleasant.
Achilles, angered at such ill-mannered behavior and the barbaric language,
threatened to eternally dispose of this shameless creature as a token
of his hatred toward the foul man. But instead granted him the privilege
to live, warning that if he might ever choose to display such wickedness
once more; he shall incur death. Thersites, saddened that such a threat
could be the reward for faithful, endless love wept for his failure,
while planning a conspiracy against Achilles and his lover Brisuis.
Love, however, is greater than anguish and pride, allowing one to forgive
even the worst of crimes, thus allowing Thersites to forgive Achilles.
Therefore, the less, Thersites chose not to dispose his tortuous plan
but instead to test Achilles’ love a final time.
Waiting until the time and atmosphere were suitable, when Brisuis left
Achilles, Thersites approached Achilles and confronted him with the
hidden truth. He told him of his attraction, his passion, and his love.
He mentioned all his symptoms, he listed his desires. But to his surprise
Achilles wasn’t as he’d imagined, but the direct opposite
of the man in which he loved. Making cruel and insensitive statements,
ones of such severity that I couldn’t possibly repeat, Achilles
brought about great evil upon himself. Thersites, offended, showed himself
out, and immediately took off on his journey to the temple of Eris,
goddess of discord. After all, there couldn’t possibly have been
a better place for revenge.
Thersites convinced Eris to side with him, as he planned to finish what
Eris began many years earlier. Thersites’ scheme, ironically,
was meant to disrupt the war, separating Achilles’ from his loved
ones in the process, and creating a legend that would pass down through
the gernerations. Thersites was clearly mentally unstable. No man in
his right mind would both harm and assist anyone at the same time by
making his legend eternal. His plan was to encourage Agamemnon to take
Brisius leaving Achilles enraged and causing him to trespass human boundaries
of anger and pain. Achilles would lose the closest people to him and
make a legend of himself. Whether there was to be more gained or lost
was unknown but Thersites would soon find out.
As legend goes Thersites’ plan to launch Achilles into the Trojan
War by convincing Patroclus, his one and only cousin, impersonate Achilles
worked. Patroclus died and Achilles’ heart was inflamed with rage.
Achilles lost his closest friend, his true love, and his life. But in
turn his name has passed from generation to generation leaving its mark
on both modern and ancient minds alike because of his role in the Greek
victory. And poor Thersites was left to mourn the death of the only
person his heart ever desired—Achilles. His only consolation was
the fleeting, bittersweet, taste of revenge.
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